多给男人一点遗憾。

因为对于遗憾，

一直是男人心中一到凄美的风景线。

他们大多数不懂珍惜，

信奉得不到的才最美丽，

失去了的总有诗意。

让他失去你，

比你失去它要占优势得多。

he is right. i no longer have much trust in him.

after that case, it is so hard to start believe in anyone except myself. i have always thought people could be trusted, and when a friend told me that he doesn't trust anyone but himself, i totally ignored that comment. thinking that it was childish. until i finally know and SEEN the real world.

i'm wondering, could a person even be with another who he/she doesn't totally trust? maybe it could work out but the whole relationship would just be filled with suspicions and doubts. whenever the partner starts covering up something innocent, even tho it was just a white lie, the other party would have arouse suspicion, and not believing in anything said.

it's just so tough living in a LIE.

i just got out of the bath just now and was waiting for my bii to finish blow drying his hair when i noticed him spraying the hair dryer towards the air.

i thought he was cold or something and was warming up my room.

and then i saw the culprit.

it's a BEE!

yes, a freaking sting-machine!

horrors of horrors!

it was funny enough seeing bii defending himself with a hair dryer! xD

luckily the bee landed on my ENERGY's poster.

i hurried to grab a roll of newspaper

and

"wham"!

i KILLED it >.<

GOSH! it was a splutter of mess on my precious poster and wall.

EWWW! super gross!

i braved myself and got dozens of layers of tissue to wiped up THE "evidence".

oh gosh, i can't believe i'm doing this.

super yucky!

i freaking HATE insects.